Now this house ain’t a home (ATEEZ): Lyrics & Italian translation

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Try to imagine a house that’s slowly losing its soul—where the walls no longer speak, and every corner feels hollow. This House Ain’t a Home, the third track on ATEEZ’s twelfth mini album, Golden Hour: Part. 3, is an intimate and powerful ballad that moves between whispered vulnerability and the raw cry of the heart. It explores themes of disorientation, nostalgia, and the search for identity. This is a song about spaces that are no longer “home”—places once filled with warmth, now cold, empty, and silently judging. From the very title, the distinction between house and home becomes crucial: the former is a structure, the latter, an emotional refuge. What was once a place of safety has become an empty shell. The loss it speaks of is not tangible, but deeply internal: what’s missing is the sense of belonging, the ability to feel welcomed, seen, loved.

In the chorus, the line That piece of me that never left” points to a part of the self that remains, despite everything. It’s that fragile yet resilient core that still clings to the idea of home, of identity, of roots. It’s an inner voice that refuses to give up—a song of emotional resistance that endures even the quietest pain.

The pressure of the outside world—its noise, its constant judgment—emerges right from the first rap verse: the world out there is too fast, too harsh, imposing masks and models, questioning who we really are. In this context, even the home—once a sanctuary—loses its warmth and becomes a place of estrangement. This feeling is sharpened by the contrast with the playground mentioned in the lyrics, where the freedom and carefree spirit of childhood seem more genuine than adult comfort. Preferring the slide over the bed becomes a tender and piercing image: growing up often means losing that spontaneity along the way.

The lyrics are filled with concrete and emotional imagery: shadows at the window, familiar voices in the hallway, the TV flickering on Sunday nights. Each element is a fragment of memory, a detail that once built that sense of refuge, now turned melancholic, distant, almost unreal. What was once ordinary has become absence. In the second verse, the protagonist asks themselves a simple yet devastating question: “Are you still there?”—a conversation with their truest self, with that inner child at risk of fading under the weight of time, pain, and exhaustion. And yet, even in that fragility, a new awareness begins to grow: every moment of anxiety, every tear shed in the dark becomes part of a personal transformation. Home is no longer something to find outside—but something to rebuild within.

At its core, This House Ain’t a Home is a bitter yet necessary admission: to find home, sometimes we must first get lost. We have to let go of what no longer represents us, accept the emptiness, and begin again. Even in solitude—even in confusion—a new sense of belonging can be born. The song becomes a hymn to conscious vulnerability, an honest ballad for those who’ve lost their way but never stopped searching for a place to belong.

This theme—of identity in crisis and the journey toward inner refuge—isn’t new for ATEEZ. In Turbulence, they addressed youthful disorientation and the fear of the future. In If Without You, they expressed the anguish of loneliness and the longing to be seen by someone who truly understands. Star 1117 offered a sweeter, dreamier tone, still rooted in the desire for deep connection. And in tracks like Mist and Aurora, they captured those suspended moments—where you are no longer who you were, but not yet who you’re becoming.

With This House Ain’t a Home, ATEEZ once again give voice to a universal yet often silent experience: the feeling of losing your home… and the hope of finding it again, deep within your heart.

[Intro]
Ehi, ehi

[Ritornello: Seonghwa, Yunho]
Quella parte di me che non se n’è mai andata
Ha tanto da vedere, da non rimpiangere
Ciò che sarai non è ciò che devi per forza essere
Non sai mai cosa ti aspetta oltre l’angolo
Madri che insegnano a figlie
E che trasformano figli in padri
Col tempo cresciamo tutti
Ma a volte ci sentiamo più piccoli
Ora questa casa non è una casa
No, questa casa non è più una casa

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[Post-Ritornello: Yunho]
Ora questa casa non è una casa
No, questa casa non è più casa

[Strofa 1: Mingi, Hongjoong]
Fissa un punto
Nel buio che mi copre gli occhi
Là fuori è rumoroso, giudica tutto ciò che faccio, ogni parola
Mi abbatto, e sospiro come se fosse un lamento
Qualcun altro cerca di definire il mio valore e ciò in cui credo
Questo posto per me è freddo, freddo
E tutto il mondo mi gira intorno, mi confonde, confonde
Devo andarmene, trovare un posto che ci accolga per ciò che siamo
Strappiamo via le tende, andiamocene verso una nuova casa
Io ancora preferivo il parco giochi alla mia stanza (Yeah)
Sono sempre lo stesso bimbo che scappava da casa a tre anni (Yeah, yeah)
Lo scivolo era più accogliente del letto
E ho peccato ammassando case nuove senza capire il valore di quella vecchia
La silhouette che si rifletteva fuori dal vetro
La voce che sentivo già dal corridoio
Perfino la TV attorno a cui ci si riuniva la domenica sera
Mi manca tutto di quella casa… che era solo una casa

[Ritornello: San, Yeosang]
Quella parte di me che non se n’è mai andata
Ha ancora tanto da vedere, per non avere rimpianti
Ciò che diventerai, non dev’essere già deciso
Non sai mai cosa ti aspetta dietro l’angolo
Madri che crescono figlie
Che fanno dei figli, padri
Col tempo, tutti cresciamo
Anche se a volte ci sentiamo più piccoli

[Post-Ritornello: Yeosang]
Ora questa casa non è una casa
No, questa casa non è più casa

[Strofa 2: Jongho, Wooyoung]
Ciao? Ho chiesto a me stesso
Se fossi ancora lì, dentro di me
Se, crescendo storto,
Hai finito per odiare te stesso
Allora dov’è il tuo posto?
Forse è da qualche parte, sì
Un mare di pace
Devo trovarlo, devo andarci
E così parto per una pianura sconfinata
Mi incammino su una strada che non finisce
E quando arriva la notte
L’ansia torna e brucia come un sapore troppo forte
Devo ingoiarla tutta, anche se mi fa piangere
Una tempesta riempie i miei occhi annebbiati
Sopravvivo un altro giorno, ancora una volta
E spero, un giorno, di arrivare davvero lì (Yeah)

[Ritornello: Yeosang, San]
Quella parte di me che non se n’è mai andata
Ha ancora tanto da vedere, per non avere rimpianti
Ciò che diventerai, non dev’essere già deciso
Non sai mai cosa ti aspetta dietro l’angolo
Madri che crescono figlie
Che fanno dei figli, padri
Col tempo, tutti cresciamo
Anche se a volte ci sentiamo più piccoli

[Post-Ritornello: San]
Ora questa casa non è una casa
No, questa casa non è più casa

[Outro: Seonghwa]
Perché questa casa non è una casa
No, questa casa… non è più casa

[Intro]
Hey, hey

[Chorus: Seonghwa, Yunho]
That piece of me that never left
Has much to see, to not regret
What you’re to be don’t have to be
You never know what’s around the bend
Mothers to daughters
Who turn sons into fathers
In time, we all get taller
While sometimes feeling smaller

[Post-Chorus: Yunho]
Now this house ain’t a home
No, this house ain’t a home

[Verse 1: Mingi, Hongjoong]
Fix on
The darkness that blocks my view
From the outside, noisy voices judge everything
Shrinking back, sighing with complaints
Someone else defines my beliefs and values
This place feels cold to me, so cold
The whole world is dizzying, dizzying
We need to break free to a place
Where we can fully embrace who we are
Tear the curtains and head to a new home of mine
Still playing in the playground instead of having a real home (Yeah)
Still holding onto childhood habits, a kid who ran from home (Yeah, yeah)
Slides felt cozier than beds
A sin of stacking up new homes without knowing the worth of the old
A silhouette shining outside the window
That voice echoing down the hall
Even the TV we sat around on Sunday nights
I miss that place that was just a “house”

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[Chorus: San, Yeosang]
That piece of me that never left
Has much to see, to not regret
What you’re to be don’t have to be
You never know what’s around the bend
Mothers to daughters
Who turn sons into fathers
In time, we all get taller
While sometimes feeling smaller

[Post-Chorus: Yeosang]
Now this house ain’t a home
No, this house ain’t a home

[Verse 2: Jongho, Wooyoung]
Hello? I asked myself
“Are you still there?”
Growing up without balance
You came to hate yourself
Where exactly
Is it somewhere, yeah
The sea of rest
I must go find it
So I set off across wide fields
On an endless road
The anxiety that comes with night
Is a bitter taste that’s hard to bear
I swallow it down, tears well up
A sudden rain shower blurs my vision
I endure one day, then one more
Hoping that someday I’ll reach that place
(Yeah)

[Chorus: Yeosang, San]
That piece of me that never left
Has much to see, to not regret
What you’re to be don’t have to be
You never know what’s around the bend
Mothers to daughters
Who turn sons into fathers
In time, we all get taller
While sometimes feeling smaller

[Post-Chorus: San]
Now this house ain’t a home
No, this house ain’t a home

[Outro: Seonghwa]
‘Cause this house ain’t a home
‘Cause this house ain’t a home

[Intro]
Hey, hey

[Chorus: Seonghwa, Yunho]
That piece of me that never left
Has much to see, to not regret
What you’re to be don’t have to be
You never know what’s around the bend
Mothers to daughters
Who turn sons into fathers
In time, we all get taller
While sometimes feeling smaller


[Post-Chorus: Yunho]
Now this house ain’t a home
No, this house ain’t a home

[Verse 1: Mingi, Hongjoong]
Fix on
눈앞을 가리고 있는 이 어둠
밖에서는 소란스럽게 평가해 모든 걸 말이야
주눅 들고 숨에 푸념을 싣고
내 신념과 가치를 누군가가 정의해
이곳은 내겐 차가워, 차가워
온 세상이 내겐 어지러워, 어지러워
벗어나야 해 온전히 우리를 우리로 품을 수 있는 곳으로
커튼을 찢고 나가자 새로운 나의 집으로
나 아직도 집 대신에 놀이터에 (Yeah)
세 살 버릇 여전해 집을 나온 어린애 (Yeah, yeah)
침대보다 미끄럼틀이 더 아늑했던
헌 집 소중한지 모르고 새 집만 쌓은 죄
창문 밖 비치던 silhouette
복도부터 들려오던 그 목소리도
일요일 밤 둘러앉던 TV까지
고작 집이었던 집이 그립지

[Chorus: San, Yeosang]
That piece of me that nevеr left
Has much to see, to not regret
What you’rе to be don’t have to be
You never know what’s around the bend
Mothers to daughters
Who turn sons into fathers
In time, we all get taller
While sometimes feeling smaller


[Post-Chorus: Yeosang]
Now this house ain’t a home
No, this house ain’t a home

[Verse 2: Jongho, Wooyoung]
안녕? 난 나에게 물었지
여전히 그곳에 있냐고
균형 없이 자라나 버린
네 자신을 미워하면서
대체 어디가
혹시 어딘가, yeah
안식의 바다
찾아가야만 해
그래서 떠나 넓은 평야
하염없는 길을 떠나
밤이 오면 찾아오는
불안함은 꽤 참기 힘든 맛
힘껏 삼켜 눈물이 나
흐릿하던 눈에 온 소나기
하루 버텨 또 한 번 더
언젠가 그곳에 닿을 수 있길
(Yeah)
 
[Chorus: Yeosang, San]
That piece of me that never left
Has much to see, to not regret
What you’re to be don’t have to be
You never know what’s around the bend
Mothers to daughters
Who turn sons into fathers
In time, we all get taller
While sometimes feeling smaller


[Post-Chorus: San]
Now this house ain’t a home
No, this house ain’t a home

[Outro: Seonghwa]
‘Cause this house ain’t a home
‘Cause this house ain’t a home
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I am a landscape architect and a Ph.D. candidate in Urban Planning, observing South Korea through the intersections of design, urban space, social change, and architectural tradition. As a devoted fan of K-pop and K-dramas since 2018—and an ARMY and ATINY at heart—my research is deeply connected with my exploration of contemporary cultural dynamics.